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for the first time since i was about fourteen i am smiling for real not faking it ,confusing as it is i dont know why life has not improved but to feel a smile on my heart and mouth again keeps the tears away from sight again







Neneka

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HorrorXcore
08:58 Feb 24 2009

that's good to hear darling. [:



I wish I could feel that way too.

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you know what really sucks is when you lie to yourself saying its others fault then you get older and realize its your fault you suck and dont deserve others there so egh i give up faking a happy better me online





Neneka the dead maiden

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY ,,,,,,,,, yea i give up i hate myself everyone is gone and its all my fault

its official i am completely alone i am back in my whole no way to talk to people but online no way to go out no skills i have up all my hobbies i feel so empty so alone and my old blades look tempting dont worry about me i wont be stupid again

.FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK









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yes it has not improved bye

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I AM ALL ALONE BYE

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BodiesLeftBehind
02:42 Feb 03 2009

Cheer up darlin.

Life goes on - you will be fine.

Take care

x

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Oceane
02:46 Feb 03 2009

you are not alone hun loads of pps love you



I am sorry for not being on much, but you are still in our hearts.



*hugs*

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